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| well its been a rough week, and i went to the hospital on monday, and
they said i have pneumonia. So thats probably why i had a rough week.
oh well, they gave me some antibiotics and now im home taking more
antibiotics and some breathing thingy to help clear out the infection.
i feel better, so the antibiotics helped somewhat.
i got a new tv =)
mom and mimi got me a 30in HDtv for my room
now all i need is to wait till january so i can go buy my xbox 360 the
priemium version which is like 499 i think. basically get that
version so i can play old xbox games
gonna cost me probably 700 or 800 cause you get the system, then you
gotta buy all the extra stuff like, another controller for pj when he
comes over, and then i need like 4 games to entertain myself with =0
hopefully by january, or february they'll have some really cool games
out there. theres a few i want now, but just a few, so hoping for
more games later in the year
well thats about it.
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| well thanksgiving was good i spose.
alot of it got overcooked because mom went somewhere and asked mimi to
watch it and she left it all in the oven cooking for an extra hr or so
at 325. it was still good, just a little dry.
im having alot of pain lately, not much i can do about it but take my meds
my bday is coming up soon, and so is christmas, im not expecting much
this year, i've only asked for gift certificates to bestbuy so i can
get a BFG GeForce 7700 256mb GT OC
which is a video card, and im gonna go buy a new motherboard so i can use the card.
and if i have some extra cash, i might end up getting a new processor
as well, a pentium 4 3.6 EE would be nice, but i dunno, depends on how
much money i get and how much money i have saved.
went to the doc today for a follow up and my tumor under my left arm has shrunk from 8 inches to 7 so thats good.
well thats about it
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| well fast is over
i feel much better, i have more energy then before and im starting to do things again
I got my phone number changed for those who dont know its 817-542-7558
so if u need to call me u can, i dunno if i'll pick up or not, but u can call =)
hmm thats bout it
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| hello
well im doing better now, still fighting the good fight
going through a fast right now to help cleanse the body of everything. Its pretty rough, but I only have 2 more days left and if i can go longer, i'll probably do a couple more days, but i kind of want to eat again. Drinking every hour is getting pretty boring, plus it doesnt taste all that good either.
I'm planning on going to vegas for my 21st bday, probably gonna do the trip in Jan. I think it'll be a blast. The only trouble is staying on diet, which I doubt we'll be able to do, but we'll try our hardest.
well thats about it for now i spose.
miss you all
chris | | |
| well its been a month since my last post
yea im still alive but barely it seems lately. 2 weeks ago i couldnt even hold down water, and that lasted 2 weeks. I'm just now able to eat and not throw up, its been like that for about 4 days or so. It got worse then back in 98. at least in 98 i was so drugged up i couldnt remember it all, now i know what it feels like to vommit 5-10x a day.
I want to thank those of you who still read this and worry about me and pray for me. It means alot that i have support out there.
Well i recovered from surgery just fine, and i got home and things just did a complete 180. We decided to stop doing these kind of treatments and look for alternative things. alternative being stuff outside USA and other ways to approach a life with cancer. I've learned alot over the past month about how in the late 60's there was a nobel prize for the cure of cancer yet in the USA they dont want anyone to know about it because the FDA would lose billions of dollars on medicine. I stopped taking medicine, stopped eating processed foods, stopped drinking tap water cause of chlorine. I changed my whole diet my whole life basically.
It's not easy, I'm right now I would say at best 50% of a life i want. I cant really do anything yet because i dont eat enough to have enough energy to go do things. But im slowly working on that. I stopped taking medicine for about 3 weeks, but now im back on some pain medicine because the pain is just too much. When pain is bad enough to make you think bad thoughts, then something needs to be done because i cant live a life i want with bad thoughts. The mind is connected with the body, whatever i think can happen.
I've become somewhat spiritual again, i pray to "god" not really the christian god but my god. I believe theres something higher then me that gives me purpose with my life. It could be the christian god, i just havent come to that conclusion yet. It's only been a week since i started praying again. I have learned through this past month, i can change at any given time. Open minded approach to things. I'm working on myself on 3 things, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. My hardest area is emotionally. Those of you who know me well, know i dont express any emotions. Sad yes i know, but it's true. Over the past 3 weeks, I would say i've cried more times then I cried in the past 7 years. Lot's of emotions that i havent dealt with. And they say emotions will kill you, so thats why im working on that part of my life as well.
I know this is getting long, and hopefully I'll start writing more to keep people updated, I just havent had any energy to sit at a computer and type for 15 minutes or even check my email. I had 500 in my inbox because i didnt check it in 3 weeks. lucky for me 498 was junk mail =)
Well thx for your time and thank yall for supporting me.
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